scared

never liked someone so much. scared to fall even though i already have. im scared to keep you and scared to let go. i dont want you, but i want you. love hate! when i fall i fall hard. and it hurts if its good or bad. i worry about you. i worry you dont like me as much as other girls. im scared your going to drop me and move on faster than it took me to fall for you. you make me so mad i dont even know why. its pointless to be mad. but it hurts to be sad..so id rather be mad! i try to make your jealous but you dont even see it, you make me jealous so easily.

relationships are not my thing..