the wall finally comes down (time to get cheezy, this is my two second rant)

it was as simple as that. realize the wall was there, then watch it come down. its a beautiful thing to let a wall come down after so many years.
im safe now. its time to open my heart again. now i wanna learn to love. learn about love and learn how to show and take love.

since being little love was last on my list. getting by was most important. getting through the day without pain. getting by without missing out on a meal. and if i did. that slump would come. i remember not understanding why but letting it hurt me so much. ive beccome so strong that nothing really hurts and i always fight for the things i really need. i never let people in. but durring this procces ive mist the most important things in life. ive forgotten what life is even about. ive missed what other people have known since life started. i was so busy worrying about food being upset and anguish coming, that i never had a chance to express love in my life.