today i need to be encouraged
because i havent cleaned my room in weeks and i dont want to do it
because ive been sick for a while
because i miss my family- blood and not
because i miss having jesus beside me
because i struggle to be myself
because i have to much anxiety to be sober with my friends
because i cant live in the past anymore
ive gotten my top reasons out. now im going to find a way to encourage myself to make these things better and to see the best in all of it.
1) because i havent cleaned my room in weeks.-i love having a clean room and i feel better when its done. im going to blast music and turn my computer off, im going to get a garbage bag and whatever cleaning supplies i need. but first im going to eat a nice meal so my body feels better.
2)because ive been sick for so long- I am going to rest and be patient and trust that my body can fight off this cold. im going to drink lots of tea and simply relax.
3)because i miss my family(blood and not)- i am going to make up with everyone i havent. i am going to call family i forget to. im going to tell them i love them and remember to spend more time with them.
4) because i miss jesus beside me- i am going to trust that he's got a plan and its up to me to follow or not. but i must remember he loves me no matter what.
5)because i have to much anxiety to be sober around my friends- i am going to quit drinking for a while and learn that people can judge me how ever they like. and if someone doesnt like me, its not really my fault. and i dont have to be scared because not everyone is going to like me. and conversation will come and it will be easy(i am trusting this will happen)
6) because i cant live in the past anymore- i am going to do new thing to keep me excited about the future, im going to start painting again and meet new people.
it makes my problems much easier to express and then plan what i can do to help myself. if i ever get lost from what i wrote i can come back to my blog and find peace in the things i wrote for myself. with the help from my friends and family and remembering that god loves me all the time, i can face my social anxiety. with painting in the mix i can get my mind off the past and from being so sick. and as for being myself, you can see i missed that one... i am learning to be myself by this right here.
because ive been sick for a while
because i miss my family- blood and not
because i miss having jesus beside me
because i struggle to be myself
because i have to much anxiety to be sober with my friends
because i cant live in the past anymore
ive gotten my top reasons out. now im going to find a way to encourage myself to make these things better and to see the best in all of it.
1) because i havent cleaned my room in weeks.-i love having a clean room and i feel better when its done. im going to blast music and turn my computer off, im going to get a garbage bag and whatever cleaning supplies i need. but first im going to eat a nice meal so my body feels better.
2)because ive been sick for so long- I am going to rest and be patient and trust that my body can fight off this cold. im going to drink lots of tea and simply relax.
3)because i miss my family(blood and not)- i am going to make up with everyone i havent. i am going to call family i forget to. im going to tell them i love them and remember to spend more time with them.
4) because i miss jesus beside me- i am going to trust that he's got a plan and its up to me to follow or not. but i must remember he loves me no matter what.
5)because i have to much anxiety to be sober around my friends- i am going to quit drinking for a while and learn that people can judge me how ever they like. and if someone doesnt like me, its not really my fault. and i dont have to be scared because not everyone is going to like me. and conversation will come and it will be easy(i am trusting this will happen)
6) because i cant live in the past anymore- i am going to do new thing to keep me excited about the future, im going to start painting again and meet new people.
it makes my problems much easier to express and then plan what i can do to help myself. if i ever get lost from what i wrote i can come back to my blog and find peace in the things i wrote for myself. with the help from my friends and family and remembering that god loves me all the time, i can face my social anxiety. with painting in the mix i can get my mind off the past and from being so sick. and as for being myself, you can see i missed that one... i am learning to be myself by this right here.
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