when you realize whats happening.

they come in suddle messages. easy to detect .. but hard to put together. it makes you cry and want to run a mile. although you cant. because you just want to sit and stare in disbelief. the shock is beyond your care. too much interest and flip flopping happens. when you finally reach the point of acceptance its snached from you by your swaying mind. you cant help but be full of love and full of nothing at the same time. your scared. and your worried.