my mind goes...

i like random people. but i hate when all of the sudden they arent random anymore. and you know them way to well, you understand them too good and you get there little sighns and signals. i kinda like being out of the loop when it comes to people. it scares me when i know somebody to much. it scares me when people come to close to me in heart and physical. i guess we all need to be scared sometimes.

i kinda wish that every once in a while all the people you know and stuff would all change. like the world would shake and everything is something new something different.
i wish there was something new each day. some would agrue that there is something new each day. but i would say no. not every day do you get to or find something new.

imagine if everyday you found or heard or saw something new. what would that do to your mind. imagine if it stopped and all the sudden you couldnt see new things anymore. what would you look at that you see regularly ? what would you put your attention to? what do you already? why?

what if you could set your mind to think about one thing for many hours.. would you find out more about this thing? or just think about it. would your eyes play tricks on you? would you play tricks on the thing? could it even keep your attention for that long? how come?

anyway. going in circles.
back to random people. i love random people. i love strangers. i feel like i like people less if i know them. thats messed.
i feel like id rather not know anyone. but be around everyone. i could dround myself in my own thoughts. holllay!