why are we so far apart ; I just want to be close to your heart.

i tell you my friends.
this life is hard. and nothing can make it easier.
nothing. even time cant make it better. only worse.
happiness come in glances and periods
but your never gunna get it easier
so. so what ddo you do?
learn lots, waste time, do something you like. enjoy relationship if you have any.
and live pure and right.
seek it make your life a story. a long interesting story.
entertain yourself with anything and everything you can.
seek peace patience and knowledge.

like geze what am i doing?
im sixteen i write a blog i watch tv and do art i read books listen to music and pet my dog.
but really. crying beats everything
i love to cry. its heals me.

i wanna do something better than anybody i seek to be amazing and known as a faithful friendly hungry person. i wish that people liked me for who i am, i wish that i liked me for who i am. for what i stand for and the god i love. but oh world, how i don't.
how we all don't!
we all should.

"if i ever need you, lord its now. its now. reaching out.
lord its now lords its now
i desperate for your hand
reaching out." casting crowns.