BOYS

dang. i like this guy.
yes a new guy. met his just a while ago. i'd say two weeks

just saying that i think im ready for a relationship. i feel like i would do me some good.

this summer i wanted to go out learn lots explore everything about myself. give up all the bad things i've been holding onto and live a bit. not all things im holding onto are bad either lol
im just saying i wanted it to be worth my time, useful , full of adventure and something i'd never forget.

the start of this summer sucked. BUT OH BOY. is it getting better and better. im changing my mind about so many things. im having my OWN OPinion and been standing on what foundation i want and who i am.

this boy is gunna be apart of my life. he's ment to be close to me for some reason. and im willing and able to let this process happen.

im not willing to let my self go to him or anyone else. but im heading on a new trail and a new experices. this is what my summer is for.