THE BIG GUY ..
i wanna talk about my relationship with Christ.
I have no doubt that God is real. i don't doubt Jesus saving me from sin. i don't doubt his amazing love... I doubt myself in all of it.
God is all about love, he loves us so much. but sometimes its hard to feel that love. and the truth is..that love that he has for us, is the only thing that keeps us close to him. If he didn't love us, well we'd probs be in a bigger mess then we already are, orrr just not living at all. but i know in my heart that Jesus will love me no matter what. but will i always love him no matter what?
the other day i got upset. and i started to aim it at God, as most of us do. But during that..point of anger, or fear, or whatever it was.. i surely didn't love christ. and i started thinking, like what is God without our love? whats the point? i get this image in my head…
i see myself with him in heaven with him, but the whole time i don't care for him at all..but he cares for me sooo much. and i thought…well i would never want to be with someone for ETERNITY if they're gunna treat me like that 24/7.
but then i thought about how strong my gods love is, and how passionate he is for me, that he would step into that, and slowly teach me why and how, he would spend eterny loving me no matter how long i ignore him, or forget about him. He's spend every, well eternity doing that…because he wouldn't want to be doing anything else. he loves us so much. AND GOD.. I love you too.
God is creator and inventor. he's all-powerful and he is strong! He would kill his son, he would climb the highest mountain, he would go through the deepest darkest places to show us that love that he has. the love that he will never throw away. He loves us.
I have no doubt that God is real. i don't doubt Jesus saving me from sin. i don't doubt his amazing love... I doubt myself in all of it.
God is all about love, he loves us so much. but sometimes its hard to feel that love. and the truth is..that love that he has for us, is the only thing that keeps us close to him. If he didn't love us, well we'd probs be in a bigger mess then we already are, orrr just not living at all. but i know in my heart that Jesus will love me no matter what. but will i always love him no matter what?
the other day i got upset. and i started to aim it at God, as most of us do. But during that..point of anger, or fear, or whatever it was.. i surely didn't love christ. and i started thinking, like what is God without our love? whats the point? i get this image in my head…
i see myself with him in heaven with him, but the whole time i don't care for him at all..but he cares for me sooo much. and i thought…well i would never want to be with someone for ETERNITY if they're gunna treat me like that 24/7.
but then i thought about how strong my gods love is, and how passionate he is for me, that he would step into that, and slowly teach me why and how, he would spend eterny loving me no matter how long i ignore him, or forget about him. He's spend every, well eternity doing that…because he wouldn't want to be doing anything else. he loves us so much. AND GOD.. I love you too.
God is creator and inventor. he's all-powerful and he is strong! He would kill his son, he would climb the highest mountain, he would go through the deepest darkest places to show us that love that he has. the love that he will never throw away. He loves us.
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