boys boys boys

let me tell you, there are some sexy boys out there. sexy sweet romanic thoughtful.
but yesterday..i discovered something different about attractive people, popular people and the boys everyone likes.


i was chillin at the beach with my friend ****** :) who i havent seen in a long time. dang i missed her so much. but anyway.. we were relaxing at this beach, that has the sweetest smell of clean water! it even had an open dock!..when these super hot, super cool awesome, handsome amazing boys showed up. (i think you get how amazingly attractive they were..)

AND Dang! one of them i knew from grade 3. we were always kissy and stuff.(yup in grade 3) we hadn't seen each other since the end of that grade. he never came back after the summer. AND LET ME TELL YOU..that boy broke my little tiny heart into pieces when he never returned :(- anyway a bit of my history :P

Back to the story..

they walk up..or stumble up. and they are alll wasted. flailing around like animals. they were trying to hit on us, and were talking to us. its not like they were strangers..cuz i knew of a couple but they were annoying (they did have one or two sober guys with them)

the way i talked about these boys in the first para...was not them at all. they treated themselves like garbage...and after a while we started to treat them that way too. we got so tired of being around them..we left! we left the popular guys! we stepped away from the "cool" people.. maybe we would have stayed if they were acting cool..if they treated themselves cool. if they weren't drunk and stupid.*

the two sober ones told us "im really sorry about these guys. they are embrassing us hardcore." and then he turned to his friends who were laying on the dock soaking up the beautiful sun, and yelled down the rows of wood- "look at you fools, embarassing us, and chasing away the women. smarten up." - there was the cool guy. not drinking, handling things maturely, looked up to- by the cool kids themselves.

dang. lesson learned.