No way! Yahweh!!
at least i have you. my precious flower. my darling soul. my sweet saving grace. your always here waiting for my return. in the end i want you and your love and your support. i want to be cared for and rescued by you only.
You don't wear white, you don't order people around or beat "bible verses" down souls throat. your not the who i judged you to be. your not hurtful or shameful nor do you make others feel hurt or full of shame. its the people and the scripture that was manipulated. hate and dysfunction stole your innocent creations. thank you for staying so pure and luminous while i was weak. thanks for letting me carry a cross for myself, because thats how much you love me. i dont have to work for you or run for you or hide from you or shine for you or be mean to you or cry to you. i just have to be close to your heart and let you be close to mine. then i receive the only true thing i have ever desired , i finally understand how your love works. and i love you just as much deeply, i really do.
i will save . because you have. i will save myself from myself. i will never blame you for brokenness. i will save ..my love for you.why are we chasing ourselfs. im ready to wake up. im ready to really live. a life enlightened. to access that higher power we all have access too. i want to purify and merge my soul with the unviverse. my heart my body and my mind will remain at this point with you forever.
things really suck, all of the time. but because ive given up all those things. i can be happy in the end no matter what. i will always find myself at this point. take everything. manipulate me. tell me lies. sleep with me. hurt my friends. abuse me.fire me. rape me. take everything away. leave me alone and afraid. tourture me and watch me bleed. because you can not touch my heart you can never take this away from me. it's all i need all i want all i will ever live for.
you can try, and try and try. but theres no choice for you in this. give up now or keep flailing without a cause. either way i benefit. and god will too. the sooner the better.
You don't wear white, you don't order people around or beat "bible verses" down souls throat. your not the who i judged you to be. your not hurtful or shameful nor do you make others feel hurt or full of shame. its the people and the scripture that was manipulated. hate and dysfunction stole your innocent creations. thank you for staying so pure and luminous while i was weak. thanks for letting me carry a cross for myself, because thats how much you love me. i dont have to work for you or run for you or hide from you or shine for you or be mean to you or cry to you. i just have to be close to your heart and let you be close to mine. then i receive the only true thing i have ever desired , i finally understand how your love works. and i love you just as much deeply, i really do.
i will save . because you have. i will save myself from myself. i will never blame you for brokenness. i will save ..my love for you.why are we chasing ourselfs. im ready to wake up. im ready to really live. a life enlightened. to access that higher power we all have access too. i want to purify and merge my soul with the unviverse. my heart my body and my mind will remain at this point with you forever.
things really suck, all of the time. but because ive given up all those things. i can be happy in the end no matter what. i will always find myself at this point. take everything. manipulate me. tell me lies. sleep with me. hurt my friends. abuse me.fire me. rape me. take everything away. leave me alone and afraid. tourture me and watch me bleed. because you can not touch my heart you can never take this away from me. it's all i need all i want all i will ever live for.
you can try, and try and try. but theres no choice for you in this. give up now or keep flailing without a cause. either way i benefit. and god will too. the sooner the better.
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