having to be mean to someone you really actually like.

i would i could be nice. but its so hard with him. i wish that things would work. but obviously, they wont.or they arent. i wish. i made better choices. like staying with him. i dream about us getting back together. but who know if that could ever happen. its been the best time and worst time ive ever had in my life. and while friends seems better. being together could have been forever. on the same hand. who is he to come into my life and steal my happyness. he took it and ran away. i was fine before. then ruined by a very ungracious spirit. what a theif of the night he is to treat me in a such a way. because all he knew about me was that i loved him. and nothing more. neither did he borther for a second to care. such a waste of time. you were. to me. you bitch. im done. moving on because i was happier without you. your no longer needed. go back to your deeds of tortue. goodbye